Sometimes I wish not to understand the lyrics…not to listen to the stories of the past…Anymore!

“If I told you, you broke my heart would you say sorry?
If I told you I don’t sleep at night, would you care?
…
And like a book you left me waiting on a shelf
…
I can’t say that I can blame it all on you as much I wish to
‘Cause I saw all the signs just as much as they were red, they were black and white
I just didn’t want to see it, didn’t want to believe it
I didn’t want to think they were true
But truth is, I was a fool, looking back on you

I used to wonder when you’d wake up
And tell me that you made a mistake
‘Cause all of these nightmares are keeping me awake
I now know the things are better off this way, yeah
I’m just hoping one day when I wake up I won’t see your face, anymore”